X'mas Carols!

This is too early, but wtv, i have been listening to Xmas Carols sung by my beloved JE boys(:
hahaha, so awesomely nice!!!!!

And i am pretty sure, this year's Xmas would be a very good one!!
Why?
1) I get to spend Xmas eve w/ Dione chenchen!!
2) Dione would be the last person to see me for the year! HAHAHAH( OMG, srsly, you will be the last friend of mine who will be seeing me for the last time of 2009)
3) I will be having a white Xmas for the first time since i have always been spending Xmas in HK! (Tokyo please snow!!!)
4) I will be spending Xmas in the place i love most!


Somehow i feel, that it is very amazing, how i could become so close to someone i just met this year! and she has already become a very important part of my life(: and a very important friend/classmate that i wouldnt want to lost!
Does that means that I have slowly became able to trust someone again? (since i can practically trust her w/ all my secrets despite only being close to her just a few months ago?!)
Does that means that I have stepped out of my fear?

It has been almost a year since THAT incident happened, I told that certain person that i wouldnt be able to trust anyone ever again. I guess I have grown up! I can trust someone again! I'm glad(:


EDIT/
READ THIS SOMEWHERE:

Having faith in each other, they hold on to each others hand steadily. Even as their secret leaked out, the two of them faced up to the public squarely and now they are getting over the hurdle of her illness together with determination.

In April this year, Mizushima Hiro (25) and Ayaka (21) held a press conference to reveal their marriage. In tears, Ayaka revealed that she had the autoimmune disorder Basedow's Disease. Hiro stated this as the reason for their speedy marriage after less than a year of dating.

Half a year has passed by since then. The two of them are often seen together at a hospital in Tokyo specializing in thyroid gland disorder. Ayaka, who is planning a break in her career by the end of the year to concentrate on medical treatment, visits the hospital at fixed intervals. Even with his busy schedule filming for Fuji TV's drama 'Tokyo DOGS', Hiro makes time for her. After every treatment session that lasts for about an hour, he will grasp his wife's hand tightly as they leave the hospital together, just as he had promised to 'protect' her.

OMG, SO FREAKING SWEET!!!!!!! They form a good couple(:

omg shit! should i get this:

thou it isnt kamiki using the phone, but it is v pretty!!!!!
oh damn kamiki is so cute!

omggggggggggggggggggggggg Kamiki Kamiki Kamiki!!!
(same class as yamada now!!) HEEHEE yamada's class is srsly filled w/ cool people!!!! ):